Just realizing it s been more than 3 years since my last post! Oh my…. so many new adventures up and downs..the truth is all the social media network become too much for me at one point…i took one big step backwards continued creating at my own pace in my studio really grow and improve as an artist decorated two flats in the north of portugal continued the profound and deep journey with Byron Katie the work started here in lisbon a new regressive therapy course that is very challenging …and of course continue my job as a flight attendant with Air France while dreaming of becoming a full time artist!
Happy Valentine’s day
Are you in Love? Do you wish to be in Love? Do you take Love for granted? If you close your eyes what would be your perfect love day? Do you feel loved? Do you forgive? … Have a blessed day with your love and for the single ones nurture yourself. SING LAUGH MAKE LOVE GIVE A HUG HAVE FUN …. HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY
Happy New Year 2013
I wish you to have the strengh to find yourselves I wish you to have the courage to change what goes wrong in your lives I wish you to take care of yourselves I wish you to make decisions that will make you grow I wish you to love yourselves Well…I will try to apply those to myself! We know that we must respect ourselves and yet fail to do it. The other day, I was very enthusiastic about starting a new diet on the first of january then i realize it will certainly not happen that way…as it hadn’t for the previous years! Where will I take my compensation when I’m frustrated, in anger, exausted, depressed, or simply celebrating? Does anyone have the answer to that? Life is a struggle and most of the time we don’t want to do or go…but yet we do it out of duty. We need to pay our bills. We need to go on. Every one has his on path mine last year was a challenging one, work and work was the summary …
A tribute to motherwood…
There isn’t a single day that i don’t remember my beloved grand mother who left us more than 20 years ago. The pain has diminish of course but not the longing… My husband’s mother passed away and i cannot begin to imagine his pain. Here is a portuguese poem(sorry for those who don’t understand but it means the world to my husband as it was written by his mom) Se me amas, não chores! ” Se conhecesses o mistério imensoDo céu onde agora vivoEste horizonte sem fim,Esta luz, que tudo reveste e penetra,Não chorarias se me amas!Estou já absorvido, no encanto de Deus,Na Sua beleza sem fim…Lembra-te dos bons momentos Que vivemos juntosE verás que a saudade também é presença.Quando estiveres triste, infeliz, chama-meE Eu irei ajudar-te e consolar-teE verás como é bom ter um amigodo outro lado.E quando chegar também a tua vez,Não chorem os que ficam,Porque não será um adeus,Mas simplesmente um até à vista,E Eu estarei lá para te receber…”
Happy birthday …to me!
It’s been a long way, heavy turbulences now and then but in the end it’s worth it! Life is not easy, is all about experiences integrating and assimilate them so one can grow. I learn to feel blessed for what i have and not for what i think i should have! I still have a lot of issues to outcome… who doesn’t? I can say today I love myself with my qualities and my flaws My life is a sucessful one full of love friendship hard work creativity dreams I am blessed I am grateful THANK YOU MERCI OBRIGADO GRACIAS DANKE …
Ask and you’ll be given…
Good morning everyone… I am definitely not inspired this morning been trying to take some good pictures…not able to make them as i imagine…so frustration arises pretty soon. Fortunately, i have found a good teacher and know that something positive will come out of it… I am nevertheless frustrated as I want things to speed up a little…and they have their own rhythm. I have just finished this book about a man who remembers being a free spirit, choosing his parents and the mission he had to accomplish on earth. He’s life has been challenging and fulfilling. I was deeply touched by his authenticity and generosity and wish i could meet him. He’s here to help those who are in pain, making contact with loved ones who departed, healing, giving hope, connecting… I want to ask him if my beloved grand mother is happy, is the love of her life with her? I want to ask him what is my purpose on earth if not to have children? I want to ask him if I’m in the good track as …
I love Feng Shui
I have been very quiet in the blog world but a lot has been happening in my Life! Positive things…I unleash my woman power…Wow! Sounds good as i’m writing it…Let me explain…First of all do you believe in Feng Shui? I was very reticent as our occidentals homes were definitely not built in this chinese ancient art but as i’m curious i open up…well the result was that in the Feng Shui magic square the number 2 which stands for the woman, the feminity, the relationship were a friend’s bedroom…which is about to be occupied by my husband’s daughter Sarah. Do you get the picture? She would be the woman of the house… she would rule our lives… I have been flirting with this room for a number of years, as the light is fabulous but a little tinier than my former studio ( we crafter do need space! ) There were always something that prevented that room to be finished and over the years my frustration grew but the task of swapping it all seemed enormous…yet again I do …
Open your heart
Enjoy your day Open your heart Make a wish… I want my inner child to remember that I am always with her, that she can rely on me. I will protect her I will cherish her and most of all… I will listen even if she whispering What is yours telling you? Xo
